Don't try to hide from God's love. He loves you no matter the weather. God is a good God and wants to bless you with rain of favor, joy, peace, goodness, and grace. Just believe and all of heaven will open. Just jump in, and taste and see that the Lord your Father in heaven is good to you. His thoughts are always good towards you. He is always in a good mood. When He looks at you, He is filled with joy.